GOT THE BFP!!!
Here is my timeline:
May 21, 2018 PM
May 22, 2018 AM
We do baby dance but not as serious as we do like on our first pregnancy. Both of us laging kulang sa sleep.Tired from work and sometimes misunderstanding still come and go. So every cycle or every month I actually don't expect if there will be a positive result.
I admit sometimes I was not able to take Duphaston on the right track. Minsan I missed kahit OB said I should not miss taking my meds even 1 pill, better to mark in my calendar or set an alarm in the morning.
Anyway after taking Duphaston my cycle went ok. Im having 30-31days specially if I will not miss my pill from 16- 25day.
February 2018 cycle came. I felt some pain in my left eye. Every blink may pain siya. I don't know why but It bothered me a lot. I have decided to have it check sa specialist and I need to take a steroid for 10days I think. Worried ako kase di pa ako nag kaka period and I was 2 days delay at that time. Good thing AuntFlo came in the next day.
March 2018 continues taking Duphaston every 16-25day. Sinugurado ko na I will take my med as prescribed. Hindi ako pwed maka miss if we really wanted to get pregnant again.
April 2018
LMP April 14, 2018
I'm on..
1x aday MET glutathione then change to VITAPACK glutathione
1x a day Myra E
1x a day Vitamin Cecon / PotenC
1x aday for 16-25day from LMP Duphaston
but when the month of April came naging busy kami. My sister in law from Australia came back home in the Philippines to have her yearly vacation. We had out of town trips and we went to Thailand. I admit I sometimes missed my med sabi ko sa sarili ko kapag di ako nakakainom, "Hmm, its just 1 day / 1 pill ok lang siguro un." I didnt know that it can lessen the effect of regulating my period to help me conceive. April 26 after attending a birthday dinner. DH ask to have a baby dance, but unfortunately I was not in the mood. First time in our history I said NO firmly. mejo confused siya at syempre nag tataka why? Is there any problem? I just say none I just don't like it now. I didn't know I was starting to have anxiety attack.
May 2018 My birthday month. One of the saddest month so far. I was experiencing Anxiety Attack and Depression. Dumating sa time na I feel so alone. Crying inside my computer, lying down on the floor thinking how miserable my life is. My husband and I talk, I was able to tell him what bothered me a lot. Sometimes I feel na mejo mababaw but I dont know why I feel that way. Sad, lonely, alone. But when we talk I felt much better . I almost wanted to visit Psychiatrist na nga sa sobrang depress ko, I thank God I overcome it. Nalabanan ko .
May 07 -- we have a baby dance. First and last in this cycle. It's beyond my fertile window so I know imposibleng may mabuo. and I didn't took my duphaston in this cycle even one pill.
May21 -- when we got home, I felt dizzy nahilo ako na iba ang feeling ko headache or something. When DH left for work, I decided to do pregtest kahit alam ko imposible, but I've tried then It went out faint postive. I was shock! super gulat ako. I did another test good thing I have 2 pregtest at that time haha. still faint positive. Again, Lord gave us a gift unexpectedly on his own time and free will. I took a picture right away and send to DH, he was also shock cant believed it. Sabi niya sana nga daw eto na.
Soon I got BFP I send message to my OB she was also happy for us. Asks me to visit her on May 24 thursday! Excited!!!
Lord always bless us and answered our prayers unexpectedly. On his own perfect time.
Thank you so much Lord. You are so good to us,
thank you for all the blessings.
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