My 39th birtdhay at 5weeks 7days with spotting

Exactly 5weeks 7days today.

Today is my special day. I asked my mom to accompany me to renew my license  at LTO. Usually every weekend we stay in my Mom's house in QC from Friday to Sunday. I drove from Antipolo City to QC today, due to Friday Traffic I felt tired soon we arrived home.

I told mom to let me take a rest for a while before to go LTO. When I went to the restroom to pee. I saw my pantyliner with pink stain. At that moment, I don't know what to feel. Feel scared and numb. We haven't told to any of our Family regarding my pregnancy. We planned to inform them soon we are done with the first trimester. 

So I chatted my husband telling him about what happened. He told me "Hirap ka talaga magbuntis!" (you always have a hard time during pregnancy). I told him I texted my OBGYNE about it and told me to take some bedrest. Bed rest means as per her text, you will only stand up from your bed when you will go to the bathroom and when you will eat. I just said yes doc. 

But again I need to go to LTO to renew my license. I pretend to mom I am ok. I drive going to LTO SM north, when I will renew my license . Walk from SM north the Block to SM north Annex. A bit far as for my situation but I just walked slowly. 

Soon after I renew my license. I pray.  I will pee and If  I saw some stain again. I will leave it all to God. I asked for his sign, Whatever his decision I will accept it with all my heart.  Then nothing on it. I cried inside the restroom silently. I thank God for the sign. I know He still want me to carry on with this child for we wish for this baby for a long time. 

I chatted my husband about it, about praying to the Lord and asking for a sign. and I told him no stain at all and I am so thankful. He asked me to read 1 verses of bible everyday. and Pray hard. 

Soon we arrived home. I told my mom I will call someone so I let her go down on the car first. But I already have a plan to call THE 700 Club. I call and asked for healing prayer. The prayer warrior ask exactly the reason why I called. I told him about what happened my history and my current situation. All I want to do is to be able to carry this baby till full term and give birth with a healthy baby on due time. I told him everything and while telling him what happened, I am crying so hard, asking for help and prayers for I need its so much at that time.  He led the prayer ask me to follow after him. He pray over me and after I feel so blessed and with God graces feel so ok.

                     
Dear Lord,
Thank you for this day. For another year of life. Thank you for making me strong. Thank you for the prayer warrior who gave me strength to believe more to GOD that you are with me. You will take are both of us. Thank you Lord for such a blessings even I know its more than I deserved.

in Jesus' name Amen
TO GOD BE THE GLORY

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